I know what I want. It’s not something I ever thought I’d want, but I want it very much nevertheless.
I have a question to ask, and I already know what the answer will be. I suppose in its way I could pretty much assume the question has already been asked and answered. But it’s one of those things that shouldn’t be assumed. I haven’t officially said it. I don’t officially have an answer. And I really can’t, or at least shouldn’t, ask it now.
But I know what I want. And I want it to be now. Not tomorrow or next week or next month or next year. Now.
I’ve never been any good at waiting. And while this is worth waiting for, no matter how long the wait, I don’t want to have to any longer. Oh, I will wait until the time is right. I just want that time to be right now.
